Am I ...
doing the right thing here? Now how I really wish it wasn't 'me' as the base of this question in 'doing' something, because I've got the harsh lesson from this whole past two years in the horrible mistake of 'me' 'doing'. But why can't I sit back? Why can't I withdraw myself?It's just something that really draws me in, to the mysterious. I can count of hmmm maybe 4 or 5 cases? Do I really have experience from all those, or is that not comparable at all, because each is really different? I dunno .. *sigh* I really need to wait on good wisdom and discernment. I think today was the last straw though. Holy moly, wayyyy too short of time. What was I thinking. But I hope the affect was only for good.
I don't want mixed feelings, I don't want to play games, I don't want presumptions again. But I do care, really do care. Hope is waiting around the corner ...
On the side note, I GOT MY MUTEMATH CD!! I AM SO EXCITED TO OWN THIS! harhar. and it was only a sweet $9.99. I was even tempted to a second one too. Now why? No clue! Maybe I should gift it to someone ... who would enjoy this great music as well. I am still waiting for Shawn MacDonald ...
And stupid double mean angles, screwing me over for my Surveying exam. They are too mean to me. Mean mean mean. hmm ... where has my brain gone ..
(( perhaps this is what happens, when I am distracted, ... ohhh shoot! ))
3 Comments:
i am...
so happy that both you and jonny posted after dual hiatusees.
haven't talked to you in sooo long - can't wait till fee-nals are ovah.
good luck on your mystery conundrum.
speaking of shaunald mcdonald, i might be getting his cd cuz of the bethany dillon myspace contest (long story - i'll spare ya the longwind).
hello Sim ... yeah and when are ever get to those movies? hehe and when are you done your exams? I'm done after today, whooppee! Yeah my mystery conundrum <-- (whatever that means hehe) I am working on it. Still waiting on it though, more than acting on it, as I "do" too much before thinking!
Have you listened to Shawn MacDonald's CD? it's AMAZING. hehe "Simply Nothing" right? There's no more at CP at the moment, but there's a "live" concert CD, but the original is definitely better.
But while you're at it ... go and get MuteMath too! *nudge* It's amazing sound, really.
Hope to see you soon ...
yay, you're done finals! so happy for ya! one more for me on saturday. movies? lets do it :)
doh! i think i chose shaun macdonald's live cd over his original on the "pick a cd and 2nd/3rd/4th choice" list.
and no, i didn't put jump5's remix disc on my top4 *cough cough*. hey, don't i at least get SOME respectability back for picking a classic AudioA disc after the sMac discs but before jump5? :P
hmm, mutemath...? *tucks that one away in the "highly reccomended" list for later*
i'll pray for your dilemma. i'm often one to do without thinking too. haha, don't worry about it, i was also mystified by that word a year ago. like your newest post too - very insightful.
maybe see you at the Mezzanine gig on sunday nite at southEfree?
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