Monday, April 17, 2006

One of those days ...

Don't you just having those days ... when you just want to be away from people, but do want to be around them at the same time? You're torn between the two, and then there's just that uncomfortable feeling of anger ... but you don't know why or what it is, or who's it towards.

Then you come to a conclusion, it's being angry at yourself. Then you get really sad, to the point you want to just cry. But if you were to provide a reason of why you are crying, you almost want to say you are crying for nothing, you just feel like doing so.

Then it's anger at our sinful nature. Ever have that feeling? Just mad at the times when you do wrong and you know it's something you could avoid, but it just happens. Then that humbling time of knowing you have to change. But you just don't want to!

It's the tug a war of the inbetween ..

and you know your heart is just at conviction ..

and you just don't want to admit it!

argh!

4 Comments:

At Wednesday, April 19, 2006 12:26:00 AM, Blogger Havok said...

Actually yeah, I can relate...it's like something is wrong but yet nothing really is wrong....

 
At Wednesday, April 19, 2006 5:31:00 PM, Blogger Jonny said...

Story of my life.

 
At Friday, April 21, 2006 12:19:00 PM, Blogger deb said...

amen to that. or even being angry at a thing... like e-mail. and trying to avoid e-mail but knowing you must and then it sucks you in and then you're trapped in a state of panic because all the e-mails are *urgent* and *important*. eep.

 
At Friday, April 21, 2006 12:19:00 PM, Blogger deb said...

pee ess...

Happy belated Birthday!!

 

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