Super Tobz Adventures

I found this ...

saved from a past conversation ... I can't believe I had expressed something like it before. I wanted to look through this stuff again, simply because I was shopping in the mall today, waiting for the time to pass, and this song came up ... it was 'remixed' as most songs are nowadays .......... but it triggered so much emotion, so much memory. It involves 'stars' and 'going out in the city' and 'waiting for the sunrise' ........ mmm ... what a crazy weekend of different dynamic thoughts.

"Just that ... in finding something SO precious, so rich, so rare ... I guess bcuz of my paranoia, I've just been trying to tackle anything that could hinder, anything that could cause it to go wrong.

Bcuz I want it to be perfect. Not dented, tainted, strained...I understand that it's said that, mistakes or mishaps is what shapes something to be all the better. But even just the start of it all, I just want to reach that bliss.

What we have ... sorta requires of us to give ...
to expose
to accept
to build up
to learn
to experience
and also ...
to fall deeper

Sometimes things can be decieving, but that's when trust comes in and steps of faith. But we can't recieve, unless we give. And I know ... from past times, giving and then finding it wasn't the right choice ... it damages. That's where the fear settles in.
The doubt
the hesitation
but with these sort of things, we can't just get spoon fed everything.
We have to ... commit
to submit
to take initiative
and to make it our own.

To seek,
to confide,
and the list could go on ... that's what makes it such a beautiful thing.

Now why would you think I deserve ... whatever higher than I should be. No no, I settle for what's real.

You are real to me. and I trust that you've been real to me."

- Wow. *sigh* One of my more heart gripping ones.

Another one of my very favorites:
"I'm just looking out for you,
cause a tree might come up to you,
and ask to hug you
then if it does,
call me up,
and I'll come down and talk to it first."
"But some trees are ok to hug right away, like a young sappling,
they are bendy - like bamboo -
yea! oh I hope to have that dream some time."

It's interesting ... I think God really caused me to forget these little bits and pieces of things, but why do I must come back to them and remind my memories of them? why why why??

A song I could listen to forever, is Hillsong's "You are my World" <3

posted by Tobi Wong @ 5:10 AM